Wanderer!!!

You are the unique you, explore yourself. Don't compare yourself with anyone else in this world.  By doing so, you are insulting your own self, making you inferior, and limiting your possibilities. Let your fire within you to take you to the better version of you. Wings in your mind shouldn't be caged. Be free. Be you. Be the better you. You are a visitor here, in the form of anybody, be it a tree, animal, or human. Make good out of it. Make yourself calm so that anyone meets you will be peaceful, and chaos in their mind will walk towards peace. Be the center of energy. Be the Power. Be you.

" रात गई बात गई ", कितनी छोटी सी कहावत है, जिसे हम बचपन से सुनते आए हैं।  छोटे थे तब ये सबसे पहले याद रहता था परंतु बड़े होते होते ये सब कहाँ खो जाता है ? हमारी सारी समस्याओं का हल सिर्फ़ एक छोटे से वाक्य में मिल जाता है। हम किसी की भी गलती को आसानी से भूल सकते है और किसी से नाराज़गी को भी। यह छोटी सी बात हमें सिखाती है कि जब वह समय निकल चुका है तो उस बात को आगे लेके रखने से क्या फ़ायदा ?  वर्तमान क्यों व्यर्थ किया जाए ? जो हमारे पास पल है वो आज है अभी है, उसे क्यों ना सार्थक बनाया जाए। दिल से पुराने गिले शिकवे मिटाके, खुद को अपनाके, आज में जिया जाए।  हाँ, खुद को अपनाके! खुद को माफ़ करना भी उतना ही आवश्यक है, जितना की दूसरों की ग़लतियों को माफ़ करना। 

Sometimes, in a relationship, we almost forget ourselves. If you are a boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/father/mother, or you name it, you become a giver. And by doing that to some extent, we forget ourselves. We forget about our dreams, wishes, and individuality. Who are we? No matter who is your partner, and how deep you are into a relationship, never be ignorant towards yourself. Your partner is important but never forget your own identity. Never forget to look at the world through your eyes. That's why we are two different persons, two different spirits living in two different bodies. And our body is also functioning separately, so that we all can experience this world through our own experiences, being uninfluenced by others. No one should rule your brain. You are in charge of your own body and thoughts. As I always say, your universe starts with you and will end with you. Be free and hug this universe. Spread love, but before doing that, fall in love wi...

I got married today. You would be thinking I am so happy and excited about my married life. Well, let me take you to the past. I was so happy in my life. As I didn't have someone with whom I would love to spend my whole life, I was single. But being happy was not enough for my parents. They wanted me to get married and started convincing me about it. According to them, this is the right age for getting married. I gave my consent. And why would they wait? They started searching for a life partner for me. As I was not sure about anything, I chose to let my parents decide for me.  I didn't even talk to the person and didn't meet him. I didn't even think about seeing his photo. I was sure about my parents' choice. My parents finalized everything. And that is how I am married today. Here in Rajasthan, we have a custom in which the groom wears Sehra on the face. So I didn't have a glance at him even in the Mandap. I am sitting in a room, nervous and thinking...

Laughter can cheer up almost anything. Why take things so seriously when nothing is eternal. What you have in your hand is the PRESENT. What you have with you is the only present moment. No past, no future. Enjoy it, no matter who is with you, no matter where you are. This situation may or may not be with you tomorrow. So let's keep everything aside and love the moment. 😊

क्या तुम मुझे मिलोगे उस पार ? जीवन और मृत्यु से परे, इस दुःख, सुख से परे, इस सामाजिक बंधनों से परे, क्या तुम मेरा इंतज़ार करोगे उस पार ? क्या है उस पार ? क्या ये एक उम्मीद है कि तुम वहाँ हो, एक दिन मुझसे मिलने का इंतज़ार कर रहे हो, जैसे इस उम्मीद में मैं जी रही हूँ, कि इस जीवन और मृत्यु से परे मैं तुम्हें देख पाऊँगी। मैं तुम्हारी मुस्कुराहट देख पाऊँगी। जहाँ कोई गिले शिकवे नहीं होंगे। ना तुमसे, ना ख़ुद से। क्या तुम मेरा इंतज़ार करोगे उस पार ? तब तक मैं जी लेती हूँ। तब तक बाकी काम पूरे कर लेती हूँ। कुछ तुम्हारे, कुछ मेरे। कुछ तुम्हारी इच्छाएँ, कुछ मेरी इच्छाएँ। मैं इस दुनियाँ का आनंद ले लेती हूँ और तुम्हें याद कर लेती हूँ। पर हाँ जब ये ख़त्म हो जाएगा, जिस दिन मेरा भी अंत आयेगा, क्या तुम मिलोगे मुझे उस पार ?

क्या हुआ जो आज मैं थोड़ा गम्भीर हूँ, यह पल है मेरा और मैं ख़ुशनसीब हूँ। यह पल तो निकल जायेगा, पर कुछ सिखा जायेगा। क्या हुआ जो आज मैं ग़मगीन हूँ, यह पल मुझे एहसास दिलाता है, क्या कुछ सुधार अभी बाकी है मुझमें, क्या कुछ निखारना बाकी है अभी। क्या हुआ जो आज मैं थोड़ा ठहराव हूँ, यही मुझे जीवित रख रहा है, इसी ठहराव में अनगिनत लहरें समानी हैं। क्या हुआ जो आज मैं थोड़ा विचलित हूँ, इसी का नाम तो जिंदगानी है।

मैंने लोगों को मरने के बाद महान होते देखा है। बीते एक पल की क़ीमत को बढ़ते हुए देखा है। क़ीमती मुस्कुराहटों को अश्कों में बदलते हुए देखा है। हम सोचते हैं यह कल कर लेंगे, मैंने कल को मिटते हुए देखा है। आज के पल में व्यस्तित होके, मैंने काश के अस्तित्व को बढ़ते हुए देखा है। आज जी लो पल जो आपके पास है, मैंने बीती मुस्कुराहटों को आँखों में क़ैद होते हुए देखा है। ज़िंदगी आज है, अभी है, मैंने अगले ही पल ज़िंदगी को ख़त्म होते हुए देखा है। आज फिर वही कहती हूँ, अभी जो पल है यही अपना है, मैंने कल को कभी ना आते हुए देखा है।

Happiness is a choice. If you want to be happy, be. It is that simple. Happiness is crying, breaking down and standing up, and finding a stronger version of you. You deserve happiness, nothing below it. If you can not make yourself happy, nobody else can do it. If you can not make yourself happy, you can not make others happy. It goes like that. If you are happy, you will spread happiness because what we have within us that only we can give. Don't hand over the key of your happiness to anyone else other than you.  Happiness is being in the present, living the moment, feeling your breath, kissing the wind, hugging yourself, laughing out loud, sleeping with a smile on the face... 😊

A voice became silent for permanent. A physical body got disappeared. No one will be able to see you again. No one can listen to you. How much pain you would have felt at that time went along with you and left the pain with the people whom you left behind. I wish I was there and could save you. But that is worthless to say now. No matter what happens with killers now, you won't be back. And that is the reality. All the pain (which you would have felt during your lifetime) went along with you by your death. And what left with us is the cruelty of humans. I wish people could understand that nothing is above life. And please stop giving examples of BRUTAL MURDER. What happens after death will be a mystery. May you don't have any pain further. May you rest in peace...

ये बारिश की बूँदें हैं, पर तुम तो नहीं हो। ये सर्द हवाएँ बदन को छू रहीं हैं, पर तुम तो नहीं हो। मैं मुस्कुरा रहीं हूँ फिर भी, पर तुम तो नहीं हो। यह पल अभी भी उतना ही ख़ूबसूरत है, पर तुम तो नहीं हो। अब पा लेने वाली चाहत नहीं है, बिना पाए हुए भी ख़ुशी है, तुम हो भी यहाँ, पर तुम तो नहीं हो।

यूँ तो पहले भी रातें ख़ूबसूरत थी पर वो रात कुछ ज़्यादा ही हसीन थी। समुद्र की लहरें पहले भी देखी थी, पर वो सन्नाटा और लहरों की आवाज़ पहले तो नहीं थी। पहले लहरों को बैठके तांका है पर वो खुद को पा लेने वाली ख़ामोशी पहले तो नहीं थी। चाँद तो हमेशा से ही ख़ूबसूरत रहा है, पर उसकी चाँदनी समुद्र पर यूँ पहले तो ना गिरी थी। यूँ तो चाँद को तांकते हुए घंटो बीत जाते हैं, पर समंदर पर गिरती हुई रोशनी पहले तो नहीं थी। कुछ लोग कहते है, ख़ुश रहने के लिए ये करना चाहिए, पर बिना कुछ करे उस ठहराव में ख़ुशी पहले तो महसूस नहीं थी। मदिरा का नशा क्या है उसके सामने, वो रात का नशा कम ना था। लोग पूछते हैं सबसे ख़ूबसूरत क्या था, मैं बता भी दूँ तो वो नज़रें किसी और के पास ना थी।

What is the purpose of life? What if our purpose has been fulfilled, will we die? And what will we do if we won't die, will we search for a new purpose? Isn't it great in itself that we have got this life? Why do we need a purpose? What is the purpose of life for a bird? Isn't she just living her life (definitely by doing what needs to be done)? What needs to be done for the society, country, world, universe that has to be done but you are alive today, isn't it great in itself? We may or may not have this opportunity in the future to explore this beautiful world, to witness the smiles, to feel the love in everything, to feel your presence here. What if living life in itself is a passion? Witnessing life, this universe in itself is the greatest thing we could ever get. Take out some time for yourself to feel, isn't it a miracle in itself that how our body functions, how this universe balances everything. We are part of this universe, everything b...

I pray to the Universe for everyone, who belongs to me or who doesn't, I wish they realize today, the value of a single day. I wish when they wake up they leave everything behind and be grateful for everything they have. They don't carry any pain, any unfulfilled wishes to another day. When they wake up, they feel free and open their arms with love for everyone. I wish they realize that they have today that's it. We have not seen tomorrow. We are not gonna live here forever to do what we want to do. That is another thing that we are part of this Universe and we are made of the energies, even after death we will exist in one or another way. I wish your single day is another step towards your dreams, your purpose of life, understanding yourself more, and understanding this Universe. Be free like the Sun, who gives its light and energy to everyone. I wish everyone takes time from the day to feel the wind, how it feels when it touches your skin. I don't wish that nobod...

Love The most beautiful gift to us.  Depth of love depends on purity of your heart, how much love you have within yourself. It is not separated from spirituality. Love is worship. It does not depend on your conversations, physical needs and if you are able to see that person or not. It creates an another environment for you, in which you feel the rhythm on your own. As I always say, 'it is like a drug'. You can not separate yourself from that person, even in your brain. You can not seek an option. You can not leave that person for one or another reason. Not because it is morality but because not anyone else can please you. Love is within us. Love is in the wind, when it touches you, you can feel how great your body feels. Love goes beyond everything, it gives you strength, power, wisdom and what not! It sees no boundary and has better communication even then when you are not talking to that person on phone or face to face. Love is in everything. It is in the smile y...

Today around 2 P.M. I was sitting in the office, doing my random work and discussing with my one colleague Mr. Raj. Suddenly we heard the sound of Dhol (musical instrument) and Raj went outside. As we were having some sort of valuable discussion, I came outside to see what was that sound and where he went. I couldn't see anything but could hear the sound and understood that the transgenders were there as Diwali is next month. (They used to come before Holi and Diwali Festival for collecting some money for themselves.) I came back in the office, sat outside of my cabin and started working on the Laptop. After some time I saw that they (transgenders) came to our office. As the receptionist was on leave, they came directly inside. One of them said hello to me with a smile. I looked at her, smiled and said hello. She came to the point and asked for the money. I kept my laptop aside and said, let me talk to sir. She said sure. I went inside the cabin and told to sir...

It was Tuesday afternoon, 16th Oct 2018. I was driving back to Neemrana from Jaipur. My brain was in a different kind of state. For me, life is an interesting topic always. When I am not doing anything or not speaking then my brain is working in that direction only. Life is my passion. I was stuck in all that, some different kinds of situations. When I didn't know where my life was going, what I am really getting in life and what really the universe wants me to do. I was just flowing by my thoughts, didn't want to listen to music in the car, that much I was mentally stuck. I stopped at the Red-light traffic signal and as usual bagger kids came near to my car and started asking for something. I didn't notice them.  I was roaming in my thoughts and I usually don't prefer to give cash to them, as we don't know who is asking or forcing them to do all that. Instead, I prefer to give them food or anything else which I could do. I was stuck in my brain and didn...

I went outside to meet my friend Ayush after about a year, as earlier I was living in another city and couldn't manage to meet him. I had some feelings for him but can't give the name of it because it was a different and a magnetic connection. I didn't know what was it but it bounded me with him. It attached me to him since the day I came to know about him. But I didn't pay much attention to it. As usually I am easy going and don't think much about such things. That day a usual one... we went for shopping and all other stuff like lunch and movie. But don't know why I was feeling creepy and angry often, without any reason I guess. It was something different in meeting him. I was feeling like he is with me but still, I don't possess him. He is with me but still, I was missing him. He is with me but still, he doesn't exist.  Don't know what was that! We traveled a lot. We bought a top for me. But still, I was cranky. I chose to take the bus to...

Usually, I go to the office in my new car, but that day my friend planned to go to Uttarakhand for his trip by driving it. (In the summer I feel scared of going office by my Scooter, I cant handle that much heat!) A friend came home to take the Car. I asked him to drop me to the office and then you can go wherever you want. He said, "I am going somewhere now and if I will reach back on time then I will drop you". I knew he won't come back on time. And I left for office by my Aviator (Scooter).  My full-day schedule was as busy as any other day. I Love My Work! Every day I add something new to my personality, because of handling administration work, marketing and leading the team... And learning a new thing is always my cup of tea, though I don't drink tea! After having a meeting with the Boss, he left and I finished my work, conveying to other staff that I am going and you may also go... kept my bag with me and left. While coming back home fro...

A few days ago I was coming back to my home from my office by riding my Aviator and that traffic and people dragged me into the past! Have you ever felt that your day was totally filmy? Or why you didn't wish for something bigger than this so that that could also come true! This is what happened to me in the past. I was in the final year, was living in Jaipur and joined accounts classes to somehow clear the subject in the exams as I was Biology student till 12th and opted for B.B.A. in graduation without having knowledge of accounts... and that too in itself is a big story. But let me stuck with this one only...hehe My classes were a little far from my room and I had to take the bus to reach for the classes. It was always easy to go from my area to the classes as there was ample transport available for going to that route but was not the same while coming back. I had to wait for more time and still if Bus comes then that used to be full of passengers. On a particular day, ...

It was Saturday. I was working hard to finish my office work on time and go home. My colleague went early that day and here I was waiting to complete my weekly reports and send them to the head office as soon as possible. In this hectic schedule, I saw two guys (aged around 25) came in front of my office and were discussing something by seeing our company's board which read "Amplifon... Hearing Aid Specialists".  And then they came closer to our Standy outside which mentioned "Free hearing checkup". They could see me as It was night and our door glasses were transparent when light inside is more and there is dark outside. I also could see them but was so busy finishing my work, didn't give a damn. They were whispering something, and then one said, "There is a girl inside, how can we ask"? I heard it but didn't pay much attention. And not at all wanted to waste my time on other stuff. I was working with my all efforts to finish the work, ...

About six years ago, in 2010. I and my friend planned to stay in Jaipur itself after our graduation. I went Jaipur, searched the room for rent, booked, shifted and was waiting for her to come to Jaipur. One day she called me and started crying. Before I could understand what was going on, she told me about all her circumstances. She told that she won’t be able to come to Jaipur and I have to stay alone in that room (which I booked for both of us). Rather than searching for another room for a single person, I chose to stay in that only. I was feeling a little bad because it didn’t go according to our plan but understood her situation. I came to Jaipur only because of her. I wanted to move some other city for my job and studies but she asked me to stay in Jaipur for some more time but it had to happen in another way. And I stayed there alone and she didn’t come. But that too was fine for me. After all, we had that chemistry which couldn’t be destroyed by distance:D I started living...